satisfaction

so i've been trying to find satisfaction recently and i've been looking for it in all the wrong places.

for example, i am learning how to open up to people instead of bottling everything up. in the process, i get sooo frustrated with myself because i can't explain what i feel. i keep thinking if only someone could just look inside me and see what i feel and know how i feel and understand. HA. I'M SO DUMB. there is totally Someone who can do that and does that all the time. God is the Giver of ultimate peace and satisfaction. i have never felt the way i do around Him with anyone else. HE gives satisfaction. HE is what i need. HE is what i've been waiting for.